https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kE6h7z480eg
More self-indulgent tripe about “mental health” from PushingUpRoses. This is what she does.
She blames some guy who she met I think just one time for 12 years of eating disorders. Really. Tell us more.
5:30 – Bulimia causes extra body hair growth. But she goes on to say that she doesn’t want to shame body hair. She divulges that she hasn’t shaved her legs in six months.
Oh, I should have mentioned that this video is just her doing some kind of virtual colouring book. She doesn’t appear in the video. It’s just this virtual colouring book. It screams insanity.
Her teeth also became rotted.
She fainted a lot.
She became deluded and had psychotic breakdowns.
I’m not making any of this up.
7:15 – Then she shows several *triggering* scenes of Hollywood depictions of bulimia. There’s one where there’s a woman forcing herself to vomit. Why on earth would she think that this is a good idea? Because she’s mentally ill.
8:45 – “I was purging my anti-depressants.”
I’m sorry but I found this hilarious.
She keeps saying that she didn’t know about the dangers because she wasn’t an adult. I believe that she started with this when she was 15. And it went on for 12 years. She never figured it out?
She also keeps saying “BDD”. That’s a reference to her previous video where she talked obsessively about her struggles with body dysmorphic disorder. People with mental health problems LOVE using abbreviations for their mental health problems.
10:15 – She briefly mentions her suicide attempt and was then sent to some kind of mental institution.
11:15 – She talks about how she’s self-obsessed and loves talking about herself. At least she’s self-aware.
13:45 – She describes bulimia like a pot of boiling water. “I hope that’s not too much of a ridiculous metaphor. I’m a writer so I talk in metaphor.”
Uh huh. What has she actually written?
https://www.polygamer.net/2014/11/26/pg10-pushinguproses/
This site from 2014 describes her as a “writer”, a holder of a degree in creative writing, and also apprenticing as a body piercer. But no mention of anything that she’s written.
At least it gives her name. I can search on Amazon. By the way, that site was something about about gay/lesbian/”poly”…something…”Youtubers”.
I’m not seeing anything.
Does she even have a blog? No.
So what is she talking about?
Here’s her IMDB:
https://www.imdb.com/name/nm4496632/
She was an “actress” in a few things that nobody has ever heard of, always playing herself, but there are no writing credits.
Her nickname is Sexy McSexbot. Uh huh.
She was born in 1985 so when she was 15, it was 2000. In this video, she talks about how the only information she had about bulimia was from mid 90s sitcoms like Full House. No. It was 2000. She must have had the internet by now. In the mid 90s, she was about 10 years old and didn’t have an eating disorder.
I just want to know what she’s written. She described herself as a writer. Let’s see it. Maybe I’ll do a book review on her work.
I found a thread on some weird forum that has 417 pages about her. I don’t think that I should link to it, but these people really seem to be on top of things. They’re talking about how her art is terrible and she’s completely self-obsessed.
https://twitter.com/pushinuproses/status/1166110735396691969
She describes herself as a “writer” again but…OF WHAT? Maybe she’s talking about her shitty Youtube videos. I give up.
14:00 – She gave up on her art aspirations because she wanted to focus on her eating disorder. I’m not making this up.
18:15 – She says that her bulimia started when she was 16. So not 15. So advance everything a year. It was 2001. She didn’t have the internet in 2001? She didn’t know that bulimia had negative health effects as a 16 year old? And never figured it out at any point in the next 12 years?
That’s the video. Youtube refused to monetise this piece of shit. So instead, she did some kind of fundraiser where you can donate money to her and allegedly this will go to charity. She’s collected $3,317.
How? Only 21,000 people have viewed this video. The percentage of people who actually donate money must be…fuck…1 in a 1000? Maybe not even that much. Who’s doing this?
Ha. I’m reading the comments. Apparently Youtube actually took the video down and then she re-uploaded it. Somehow this fundraiser makes this possible.
Anyway, let me check out this 417 page thread. I have a lot of reading to do now. This time could have been filled with a book by PushingUpRoses but it seems that she’s never written one.
– “10k views and $2k raised. Jesus Christ she has some deep simps.”
Yeah, this guy gets it. There’s something not right about this. Is it just a handful of people who gave large amounts of money?
Somebody calls her a narcissist. It’s true. It’s good to see people who know what’s up. I don’t agree with all of the racism, though. Even if it is “ironic” or to be “edgy”.
Anyway, all this food talk has made me hungry. I’m going to eat some Doritos or something.